well my first blog! what shall we discuss?
work is going fine and i like my job but i really wish i didnt have to sit by people or person in peticular, oh and by the way i work for AAA as a ers call reciever so its always a joy..lmao
oh and i get married this friday to paula and i really cant wait, i mean she has stood beside me for years and never waivered and i do feel like i owe her alot, but it all comes down to the fact that i do love her and really dont want anyone else.
as far as my transitioning is going i started hrt in sep 09 and i have changed so much, but mostly its mental and emotional, of course my features are massivly differant but i find my thinking is 180 degrees diff.
for example i used to think about sex all the time now i dont, i now notice smaller things about myself and i have become absolutely vain and thats is more than normal vanity.
i do stress alot about my change and coming up with the financial side but it will work out in time, i guess. i mean aaa is working to get me insurance and i will win the lotto one day (yea right).......
i am also spending a few days in san fran this august at the home office for a diversity summitt and i am so amped up for that it has always been a dream to see san fran and now i get to and i dont have to pay for it..lmao
ok so enough of the updates thats about all for now more later i guess, unless you have questons? no ok have a great day
kisses Rayna
Cool, thinking about sex less. Hm, I always heard women are just as much sexual deviants as us men, they just hide it better.
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Hm, how can we keep the sun visibility at zero? So I can enjoy the day without the glaring sun hm
tin foil on the windows worked for me...
ReplyDeletethe sex thing is funny thats why i said it. its so wierd that i dont think of it at all. also i have dreams that are way more vivid now, like the yellow submarine type dreams
Yellow submarine, sounds like an acid or mushroom dream :P
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